in singapore

hey people... Just came back from US, a few days ago… 2 days ago to be exact… these 2 days have been so so busy…. Coz on dat day that I just arrived (at 1.00 am) I got a very important class at 9.00am!!!! and I just slept for about 4 hours….. so dam tired, but can managed to carry on and tahan until 6 pm…. Coz dats when my whole class finiz… but must do a 2 week assignment in 1 day!!!! Coz supposed to pass up the design brief on the next day….

Gosh….it’s our new project, a competition and we suppose to find a problem dat really exist and solve it by our design…. Cool yeah…. But dam hard… coz must find evidences and proof and even interview and all… and how it relates to the competition… hahaha… dats y…. gosh!! I slept for 4 hours…. Then after I came back from school at 7 pm… I slept until 1 am… coz I was freaking tired, and jet leg…. I haven even unpack my luggage… ;p then did the design brief until 5 am and got another class at 9… my fashion design class… so fun!!! Really love it…. The teacher is nice and he welcomes me happily…. And the year 1 too… hehehe… luckily I got a friend who is year 2 too and not fashion student… so wont feel so left out… then, got another 2 classes until 6 again… so dam tiring…. And I haven get enough rest at all….. hehehe…
So after I came back from school on Friday again… I sleep… this time, until the next day… I was so dam dam freaking tired and I just realized that I haven really ate any proper meals on those two days… actually I haven’t eat any meals…. I just grab a really lite bite and lots of water…. Hehe… cant believe I can survive and don’t feel hungry at all… I think the work and the exhaustion that I feel are greater than hunger…. Haha… for the first time….. c…. I wasn’t a pig after all… hehehe….

Today (Saturday)… I was so tired and really got a good rest… I don’t feel like going out at all… except to buy school stationery and go for my facial… hehehe…. I tink I look worst… after all the different weather and all…..
In the end…. Did not go for my facial and went to watch my coz , coz she is playing for bss band… and today Singapore is having marching band event to break the Guinness world record… so… went there and see…okay… I arrived when it came to the last part and the band played very softly and I don’t know what song they were playing… it’s a mixture of many songs… coz I caught some tunes… haha… anyway… I still love bendemeer… hehe… it’s a huge part of my growing up and my place to chill out, when I was younger… ;p
Yeah…. Really tired and sleepy… some more got soooo many projects to do… and also to catch up with….. have been dreaming funny stuffs since I was in America.. Nightmares… weird dreams… romantic but lame… mouth drooling and silly…. And many more… haha.. even murdery and all… ;p dunno y… maybe I am too tired… hehe..


Dream… Dream…. Dream…..
These are some of the dreams dat I have recently and some which I still remember about it…..
Dream 1: the scary dream…
I was in this place, with some of my cousins and sisters… when suddenly I saw this guy… he is big… a little chubby and looked weird… he kept following us and he seemed to know me… then after some things happen, which I forgot wad… he suddenly stayed with us and he was kinda move closer to me and began to whine… he kept saying dat he know me and all those things and then when I told him that I don’t know him at all… he began to get angry and took out a small sharp thing and threatened me with that…. And then kept whining and kinda like crying…. Then, my cozinz and sistas began to stop him and told him dat actually I know him, I just joked with him…. Woah…really weird and wad the hell?? So… I woke up and felt annoyed… haha… that happened when I was in Las Vegas.. I think…

Dream 2: The Mouth drooling but silly…
I dreamt of my cozin, tan and me were sitting and toking… gossiping I tink… at first there was ting, but she disappeared somewhere.. and the both of us were toking quite seriously and we kept eating chocolate… I am addicted to cherry now, so in my dream I was eating a bar of chocolate with cherry and orange… then, we opened up our fridge and we have lots of chocolate… from superman style to classic style.. really delicious-looking and then my sister and her friend, kiky came home and knocked on the door… we were eating and listening to something loud, so we ignored them… until they screamed at us.. but instead of opening the door for them, we ran and hid ourselves in my ama’s room… hahaha… real funny and messy dream… when I woke up, I felt like eating chocolate… and cherry of coz..
(Saturday, 5/5/05)

Dream 3: Weird….(Saturday, 5/5/05)
I was eating with some of hougang chalet members and we were buying porridge… the seller was an old aunty.. and she looked friendly at first… I like to eat “chang” (parsley I think) so, I asked her for more of that… she gave me a lot and were very nice…
Then, we sat down and ate our porridge.. the place was very dark and messy.. like as if in a pub… and then, suddenly the aunty joined us and we all began to talk.. except me..
Then, she told the rest that she would bring us to her kitchen to show us how she cooks her porridge… everyone was so happy.. I guess her porridge is super delicious … and then, suddenly she looked around and stopped at me and asked… “ will she come with us too?” (in chinese) and her tone and her attitude was like.. “gosh… get lost!!” I got it and I just straight away reply…” I wont go… don’t worry..” and after that everyone was silent and I expected some one to speak up for me.. but all of them just kept quiet and support the aunty and the atmosphere was so irritating there… so I decided to walk out of the place and buy something else to eat… but the place was dark and dangerous… I dunno how it ended but I remember clearly that I wanted someone to jack back the aunty…. I was really fed up that time, coz I did not do anything to offend her…. Haha.. then I woke up….

Dream 4: funny… (Saturday, 5/5/05)
Same day, and the continuation of those 2 dreams…. This one is weird and farni…
Coz before this dream, I hoped someone will speak up for me, and here, someone is right by my side and we were holding hands, and were going somewhere… alright.. this is the weird part… he was a westerner…. Very big… very strong and a little chubby…he looked like a wrestler.. and we were dam cloze.. we even smooch!! And did all those lovey dovey stuffs.. Imagine how close we are… and I look sexy there… wahahahhahaa….. ;p aniwei, when I woke up, I was feeling kinda farni coz it’s so weird and that kind of guy is really really not my type… hahahaha… strong… muscular… wth?


Dream 5: romantic but lame…( in Los Angeles… on the 30th of may I tink..)
Ok.. I dreamt of this guy… a guy that I knew… some of you also know him… and the dream was farni too… we were together and he was kinda asking me to go with him… and then, I was like no way… not interested… but he kept insisting and following me.. more like begging I tink… and I confronted him like.. r u sure?? And all those rhetorical question… and he kept repeating these 3 sentences… I dunno wad.. I mean I remember them when I woke up.. but after dat I forgot about them.. it’s something like.. I am not happy… I am sad… or something… and the 3rd sentence is this… for sure… “ but I will make you happy”…..” I will make you happy” … yeah…
Very serious huh… and quite romantic… yeah… but after all he is my past.. so… it doesn’t really bother me.. just feel farni.. coz it’s been quite some time after that… yeah..

Yupzzz… so dats my dreams that I still remember… Hopefully tonite I will dream something beautiful and hopefully it’s TRAVIS or someone like travis.. huahuahua…