those days............................

hello... this is the thing dat i always forget to post... it was actually happening on 3rd may, dunno wad day... but dat day i remember, i was going to school and just woke up... wasnt in a good mood.. coz i dun get enuff sleep.. hehe.. aniwei, wile i was changing, i was listening to a song, and tried to open my eyes, when i suddenly remembered one incident in the past.. it was about death.. and dream, and me and him.. yeah..
i tink it was in year 4 or 5.. i kinda forgot already.. this is the original post..

3rd may, 8.44 am..
When i was changing and listening to some music, suddenly my mind popped back to the memory of 2 or 3 years ago.. (or more than dat..). Remember that time i dreamt of him and in my dream he was dead?
(i think all of u know which he..)
i remembered i was so shocked when i woke up and even cried. <-- farni rite.. lolz.. and i prayed that he won't die and all...
And when i reach school, i waited for him (for the first time, obvious one.. i think.. normally i never wait for him..unless something cropped up..) and when he came and saw me, i was so relieved! Gosh!!
he is there, kicking, talking crap, giving me those sweet gestures.... and is alive..
i think we did fight that day or a few days after, i don't know why, but we did fight. coz i remember saying: " great lar, still so act!!, in my dream you are rotting already!!" lolz... joking of course...
i was so scared anything bad will happen to him after that. i was scared that he will really die and leave me...
hahaha.. so sweet right... still say i am a heartless bitch towards guys.. but he has gone.. hehe.. "die" anyway..
i don't mean die as in physically, but the thing between us..
that was the first time i am so afraid of losing someone.. at least i have learnt something in life.. hehe.. is that to cherish..
when i remembered dat... i just felt farni... n a few days after dat i actually dreamt of him.. wth rite.. i told ting when we were swimming and i tink maybe we just mizzed each other so badly... wahahhaa... nah.. not dat... ;p

later on, feeling 1/2 awake, drying my hair, and combing it..finding "sport attire" for the school event thingy....
finally; my "sport attire" turned out to be denim mini skirt and a white top.. haha.. not dat sporty ba..
aniwei, just go like dat, still half awake...
cursing and was so damn pizzed off to be awake so early and the thought of finishing at 5pm realli made me mad.
tok a cab and finally reached on time. met my friend and waited ( searched for da room) and no one was there.
met a guy, wif spiky hair... looks like he is going for the training too.. coz he looked as confused as we were. finally went down and got to the right place. it was locked. sat on the bench and he met his other friends.. was across each other and realised dat he was looking a little like my best friend (the fair farni guy) but cuter of course! ;p
caught him looking a few times, and ok.. he is un- natex.. at least i am improved rite galz!! ;p
aniwei, he was kinda friendly... super friendly i guess.. he made his first move by toking to me and telling me to go to the rite place and there!! we did the chicken dance!! damn... in front of everybody... 7 of us luckily..
later, we decided not to follow the training anymore, and ma fren asked me for lunch..
went to tampines mall and then.. met him again.. wth?
at delifrace.. he was waving happily.. me--> wad the hell?? huh?? who is dat??
he--> kept waving and pointed at me.. coz i looked around.. haha... so i --> waved back n smiled ;)
super friendly guy and nice.. ok.. at least my day is not so sux,,,
went to eat, shop, tried many clothes.. hehe... and brought a little missy soft lime green top ;p
has been my target for quite sometimes though...
go home, mizzed my bus, 1/2 sleeping.... yawn... ZzzZZzzzzz...........

going off...
me