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harlow~
was dam bored... quite happie, but still haven realli find a bag.. hehe.. n shoe..
saw a nice aladin arabian slip shoe.. tot of buying.. sigh*
i was feeling weird, coz i tink i am just not unwell.. like realli not myself...
maybe becoz i wasted too much time of useless stuffs???
i also dun know wad i want in life..
obviously, to be succesfull... a successful person if can.. yeah..
to be independent... yeah
but i am just feel lost now.. dunno y.. like realli lost somewhere in space...
was bored, but lazy...
was unwell, but faking...
dunno wad i am doing also..
i tink i need to meditate soon... to live a simple live, to be myself again, to be back in my normz..
2 days ago, i was reminded of some old memories... yeah...
how i was dealing wif it in da past... quite proud of maself though.. hehe..
i was actually thinking of posting it, but i always forget...
haha.. when i felt dat, on dat day, i was writing in on a piece of paper... coz i tink dat time, i realli felt wad it was, and if i were to recall back, i dun tink i can realli put it in words properly..
it's about dream, death, and farewell... yeah...
now, i cant take the piece of paper, coz it's somewhere in my bag.. haha...
i guess i just dunno how i was in those days~

preplexed and unwell,
me