freak eww

I was thinking of cutting my hair
Short, simple slightly bob
with long fringe at the side..
Like Victoria beckham
But…. I love seeing me in long hair
Hehe….and I feel more feminine in it lolzz


*huffff……..*
Life is so unexpected
One moment we are here
The next moment we are gone


That moment I was happie spending time with you
Thinking and daydreaming about stuff
Somehow I felt like you are watching over me, in a way or another
Like a friend, a senior, a father
The next moment you are gone and away
I am shure will miss you and the your jokes, “jokes” and –the-blank-stare


Some days ago, you were waving at me, smiling (trying to cool down) and just being you
Seeing ur nick makes me contented enough
But now, it is kinda pizz me coz u are always there just there

And some images appear on my mind…
eww – bunny gal -- eww – bunny gall –
siti tinks its kinda kinky n wth
But I always imagine u with bunny
And still u are just there
Maybe surrender


this fella,
is always here whenever I shoo him
and always here after sooo many weeks….. soo many turn offss

I beginning to feel guilty and bad
Coz it’s not a nice feeling


freak u
coz seeing you, i hav butterflies in my tummy
and the freakiest thing is that it feels the same,
when I saw someone who looks like you
FREAKKK!!


I am so hoping you get freaked tooooo
Sooo freaked off that you cant even wave wave and nod nod
So rooted to the ground that I need to “wake u up
*grin* that will be nice
and then lets walk together again yuh…