freak eww

I was thinking of cutting my hair
Short, simple slightly bob
with long fringe at the side..
Like Victoria beckham
But…. I love seeing me in long hair
Hehe….and I feel more feminine in it lolzz


*huffff……..*
Life is so unexpected
One moment we are here
The next moment we are gone


That moment I was happie spending time with you
Thinking and daydreaming about stuff
Somehow I felt like you are watching over me, in a way or another
Like a friend, a senior, a father
The next moment you are gone and away
I am shure will miss you and the your jokes, “jokes” and –the-blank-stare


Some days ago, you were waving at me, smiling (trying to cool down) and just being you
Seeing ur nick makes me contented enough
But now, it is kinda pizz me coz u are always there just there

And some images appear on my mind…
eww – bunny gal -- eww – bunny gall –
siti tinks its kinda kinky n wth
But I always imagine u with bunny
And still u are just there
Maybe surrender


this fella,
is always here whenever I shoo him
and always here after sooo many weeks….. soo many turn offss

I beginning to feel guilty and bad
Coz it’s not a nice feeling


freak u
coz seeing you, i hav butterflies in my tummy
and the freakiest thing is that it feels the same,
when I saw someone who looks like you
FREAKKK!!


I am so hoping you get freaked tooooo
Sooo freaked off that you cant even wave wave and nod nod
So rooted to the ground that I need to “wake u up
*grin* that will be nice
and then lets walk together again yuh…

To Everyone

"hope you guys are fine and happy"

For you, Emo

Today when you asked me why people left you,
Why they just fade and disappear from your life,
I just went speechless

To be honest, I don’t know what their reason is
But to say that they just “don’t wanna be with you”
Will hurt you more and I know that its sux
It is just something that we never want to hear

Sometimes we don’t understand why things happen
But I always think that there is a reason for it
Be it a freaking reason or excuse
Though it may seems hard to accept,
We gotta face it, and I am learning to accept it

It sux when you try to hold them down, but they just fly away
Sometimes, we do want to soar up high and let them go too, don’t we?

Maybe we didn’t think of it as a farewell, coz we all hate farewell,
Well, I do if you don’t

I don’t know how to console you or make you happy
Because I cant find the answers to all these stuff
I am finding them too

But for now I can lend you a shoulder to cry on
An listening ear to listen to all the hurt and F*@# s
The spirit to just freak it out
Because I know it is not easy to do it yourself

I am glad that we have each other to share
To understand
To freak it out
To screw it all away
Because we’ve been through it together

That is why when others see why we can clicked so well,
I don’t think they’ll understand why

I am glad that we still have the bonds just like the old times
This is more than what I always imagine and I thank you coz
You didn’t let me fly away
And I am glad that I hold you down

God bless and lets get thru this together ok!!
Freak them out!!
luv ya gal*

For you.... grab me punk ("floor brush")

For you, the grab me punk (“floor brush”)

Hey…………
It’s 6.35 am now….
And you are “away”

But I shure love your “jumpy jumpy” action earlier this week
Coz we are so fake” ha ha ha
Ok, I was acting” ha ha…(*nod nod* with innocent grin)
Who knows you would appear down there,
Rite beside me when I just pissed someone (she’s angry!.. opss.. sorry.. )
Forgive me if I tried to “run away” but I was just freaking out! and was just frontin" hehe
But I am really not expecting you to be there…

It’s a nice greeting though~ phunk eh? Y so cute?? Lolz….

It’s just that
The things you do
Made me think of silly things (*qui-nky, confirm siti will say this!!)
But it made me smile too
So, keep it dat way, just like that day…
Just the way you are

It is crazy sometimes to think wander off
When you are just not there, coz it feels like
I am making fool of myself
And I hate ewww!

Argh!! But Really love to be near you
Coz I am able to be myself
And you are just you
Simple enuff”

So, don’t be a bastard
And just be a really good freak ok

C ya around
*smile